i lost my words

Salam.
I have just finished my English paper and now i feel like writing in my not-so-mothertongue languange. Can I?

I think the English paper is quite easy yet tricky. For essay part, Absenteeism Among University Students was the topic. The details, negative peers' influence, dull subject and ingnorant parents and lectures had given and what is needed was just a simple elaboration. I was enthusiast to write about teenangers who often skipped classes as it is about one of serious problem nowadays. Social problems are interesting issues to discuss anyway. Unfotunately, I think I failed.

Since I was in school, this is the major problem.
I have the ideas, but I just failed to express them with good words.
I can't deliver the message successfully nor creating any fantastic imagination if asked to write a story.


I've tried to develop my English vocab by reading NST. But the new habits was just ugghh.
Practising new habit one another story. FAIL.


Huhh.



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Ok sudah. Terasa betul English aku tak bagus.
Entah macam mana aku nak buat MUET nanti.